I feel like such a sore loser now. But I feel so angered about the whole situation of not getting a position on the literary magazine. I'm still just a regular member. I guess all the input I put in this year doesn't count for the long haul. I've missed the past two meetings, but the situation was completely out of my hand. Yet an individual missed an entire month of Thursday meetings at the beginning of the year and still gains the position of secretary? I'm just being bitter, but I highly doubt that going out drinking is a valuable reason to miss meetings. Halloween, I showed up. Valentines Day, I showed up. I feel gipped.

But life isn't fair. Life goes on, no matter what happens.

I've begun my newly acquired Moleskine recently. I feel really happy about that. I need to keep going with it though. Then I can chalk up one neat thing about me.