After over a year without a sharp object even brought close to my head, I am calling in to any hair salon in the area to chop off my precious locks. I can't believe it's been over a year without anything done to it except the occasional self bangs work. I'm going back to something short and I hope to have a good upkeep with it. I just can't take having to deal with it all the time.

My socializing has boiled down to whatever I can get between my mother and father. I am a recluse.

I've been extremely frustrated and stressed out these past few days. Today I just found out that a friend of mine is not coming out. I'm glad I called because she was supposed to come tomorrow. I'm just upset because I requested off work and it was all for nothing. Now I have two weeks without working, and it's going to really hurt my income. I need to pay for college. Now I just wasted a week of workdays for nothing.

I just want a heads up before I waste my time.

I find it really frustrating and somewhat insulting when people want to hang out with me because I have other friends coming to visit. Am I just not good enough for any other time?

I'm also insulted that I have been told I need some "self-reflection". I think I have become fairly complacent with that concept. If you would do some on your own, I feel that you would find out how much of an awful person you are. Being an only child, you have your parents on a chain and trained to do whatever you desire. You don't have to worry about payment for a very nice private school, while I am struggling to pay for a highly populated and in-state public school. Sorry, but your boyfriend is a complete failure at life. He has decided his last option would be to go into the Army. He dropped out of college in the first semester, so how does he expect to get a good job with only a high school education? I hope you will be happy with your murderer of Afghani and Iraqi civilians.

Life was handed to you on a silver platter, fed into your fucking mouth with a silver spoon. Reflect on that.